Sunday, March 30, 2014

Horribly Mistaken



John 9:1-41
            A young woman came to her pastor to talk about her sin of pride.  The woman said, “Pastor, every Sunday I come to church and look around and think to myself that I am the prettiest girl in the church.  I try to stop but I just can’t.  Am I horribly sinful?”  The Pastor looked at her and said, “No dear not sinful; just horribly mistaken.”
            In our text for today and in our everyday lives there are moments when we too are horribly mistaken.  Those moments when we think we know the right answer.  Those moments when we think we know the reason something is happening.  Those moments when we want answers and when we don’t get any, we make up our own reasons.
After the diagnosis of a life altering illness, like cancer, the question is often asked “what did I do to deserve this.”  When someone dies to early often people wonder “what did this person do to receive this.”  Time and time again people wonder in the midst of tragedy “why does God let bad things happen to good people.”  We want reasons.  So sometimes people try to relate someone’s personal sin or the sins of their family to the reason why they are suffering now.
            When natural disasters happen you can often find some report citing a person of faith who believes that sin is the reason for the disaster.  The one I remember hearing a lot about was that the sin that existed in the city of New Orleans is what caused Hurricane Katrina to hit.  The same has been said about other hurricanes, tsunamis, tornados, and more.
            Our text today begins with the disciples asking these same questions.  They are wondering who has sinned – the man born blind or his parents.  They want reasons for the blindness.  It’s as if they believed in first century karma.  They believed that if you did something wrong it would come back to you.  They thought that someone had to have done something wrong in order for this man to have been born blind. 
To this question of the disciples and to our present day wonderings about sin as the cause of suffering, Jesus would say, “We are horribly mistaken.” Jesus sets the disciples right, by telling them that it was not the sin of this man or the sins of his parents that made him blind.  The god that is often cited as causing these things to happen us and those we love is not the God that I believe in.  And I hope it is not the God you believe in either.
The God we believe in is the one who, through Jesus, meets this man who was born blind and heals him.  Our God heals him, even though it is the Sabbath.  Our God makes it clear that it was not sin that caused this man to be born blind.  Our God combines mud and spit and puts it on the man’s eyes.  Then he sends him to the pool of Siloam to wash.  The man who once was blind could now see.
And no one could believe it.  The neighbors were baffled.  The parents of the man were confused.  The Pharisees thought this was finally their chance to prove that Jesus wasn’t really who he said he was.  Everyone was coming up with their own story for the situation at hand.  The man who could now see knew the true story, but no one wanted to believe his testimony.  He knew that they were all horribly mistaken.  He knew that he was blind, but now could see.
When we give all our attention to watching others, judging their decisions, and writing our own story about what is happening in their life, we lose sight of our own relationship with God.  By focusing on the sinfulness of others we often focus less on our own sin.  Martin Luther used the term simul justus et peccator to describe the human condition.  We are simultaneously sinner and saint.  When we focus on the sinner and saint in our neighbor we forget that we are just like them.  It is like we see the speck of dust in their eye, but cannot tell that we have a log in our own eye.  In those moments we are horribly mistaken about our own human nature.  We have moments of sinfulness and moments of saintliness.  The disciples were simultaneously sinners and saints.  The man born blind was simultaneously sinner and saint.  His parents were simultaneously sinners and saints.  The Pharisees were simultaneously sinners and saints.  We are simultaneously sinners and saints. 
It is in those moments when we are so focused on our saintliness and the sinner in everyone else around us, that we lose sight of the one who bore our sins in his sinless body on the tree for our forgiveness.  Our salvation was won by the one who opened the door for us to be both sinner and saint all at the same time.  Life eternal is granted to us by the one who conquered death and the grave when we sent him to Calvary with the words, “crucify him.”  At that moment we were so horribly mistaken because we thought he would stay dead, but he rose from the dead, showing us the ultimate power that God has.  We were once in the darkness, but now we are surrounded by light.  For we once were blind, but now we see.
So in those moments when we look at our neighbors with judgment and count their sins for them and forget about our own sinful nature, may we call on Jesus to combine spit and mud and send us to the pool of Siloam to wash.  When we are horribly mistaken, may we call on the one who gives sight to the blind, to give us sight.  When we feel like we have no words to proclaim our faith, may we be sent from the pool with a message to share with the world that we once were blind but now we see, that Jesus has touched us and we are changed because of his presence in our lives.  For that light, the light of Jesus Christ, which dispels the darkness, we give thanks and praise to God.  Amen.

Sunday, March 16, 2014

Love from Above



John 3:1-17
What is love?  Who or what do you love?  I can say, “I love my mother.”  I can say, “I love pasta.”  I can also say, “God loves me.”  That being said, it is clear that the word, “love,” has many meanings.  As we become accustomed to using the word “love” we sometimes fail to appreciate what it means.  I do not love pasta the same way I love my mother.  On the other hand, God does not love me in the same manner that I love my mother.  God love me more than I can ever love anything.
Today we encounter the often overused and misused word “love” in a passage which includes the most well-known verse of the whole Bible.  The beginning of this familiar verse does not read, “God loved the world SO much,” it reads, “God so loved the world.”  It is not about how much God loved.  It is about the way in which God loved.  Today’s Gospel lesson from John is about the way God loves.
God’s love is really great.  While it is true that God’s love is pretty awesome, what I mean by the word great is that God’s love is big.  God is the greatest lover.  God loved to the greatest degree.  God loved the world, which is the greatest number.  God loved in a way that God gave, which is the greatest act.  God gave the greatest gift, God’s only son.  God gave this gift not to condemn, but to save, which is the greatest destiny.   This gives us a whole different meaning of the word love.  This love is God’s love. 
            In order to more fully understand this passage on God’s love, we first must encounter Nicodemus. Nicodemus was a Pharisee, a leader of the Jews.  And on one particular night, in order that his colleagues might not see him, he came to Jesus with a few questions.  Jesus tells him that “no one can see the kingdom of God without being born from above.”  This gets Nicodemus thinking.  Nicodemus misinterprets what Jesus means by being “born from above.”  Nicodemus thought he would literally need to be born again.  He thought he either needed to put his finger on the exact time, date, and place when he was born again or that he would need to literally be born a second time from his mother’s womb.  This is where Nicodemus made the wrong turn.  He misunderstood Jesus. 
Jesus was not talking about a literal rebirth.  He was not talking about a physical rebirth.  Jesus was talking about being born from above.  He was talking about a spiritual rebirth.  Being born from above is not about what individuals do.  It is not about what we can do or what Nicodemus could do.  Nicodemus could not give birth to himself.  Being born from above is about what God does.  God breathes life into us and gives birth to us from above through water and the Spirit.  That is exactly what happens in the sacrament of baptism.  We are born from above.  Through God’s action we are born into eternal life.  God’s action of birth through water and the Spirit is an action of love.  This birth from above is offered to us and in our text today it is also offered to Nicodemus.  Birth through water and the Spirit is offered to everyone.
God’s love is so great that God sent Jesus, God’s only son to show us that love.  As Christians, as people born from above, we are called to love others as God has first loved us.  Jesus gives that commandment right before his crucifixion – “Love one another as I have loved you.”  This way of loving can be difficult because of the way God loves the whole world.  I am sure we can each think of people in this world that we find difficult to love.  But, God does not just love you.  God does not just love me.  God even loves the people that we find difficult to love like strangers, criminals, and outcasts.  God loves the entire world.  God does not just love the people in the world, but the world in its entirety. 
The cross can be a model for this love.  I have often heard of the cross being divided into the vertical beam and horizontal beam.  The vertical beam is how God loves the world.  God’s love comes from God down to us.  The horizontal beam is how we are to love each other.  We love our neighbors with outstretched arms.  We are called to love others with God’s love.  We love because God first loved us. 
God loves in a way that God sent God’s ONLY Son into the world to live the life of a human and to die on a cross for OUR salvation.  “God did not send the Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.”  Jesus died for YOUR salvation.  Jesus died for MY salvation.  Jesus died for the salvation of the WORLD.
So if Jesus died for our salvation, why did Jesus need to suffer through death on a cross?  In our Gospel text for today we hear “and just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in him may have eternal life.”  Moses lifts ups the bronze serpent to give life to God’s people in the wilderness.  In a similar way Jesus must be “lifted up.”  Jesus gave his life in place of ours.  He took on the death that we deserve.  In order for the world to be saved Jesus NEEDED to be “lifted up” on the cross, “lifted up” to resurrected life from the tomb, and “lifted up” at the ascension when Jesus returns to God. 
This was all done out of God’s love for the world.  God so loved the world.  In this manner God loved the world.  God loved the WHOLE world.  God loved in a way that God gave.  God did not give to condemn, but to save.  And ultimately, God’s love wins.  Throughout the Lenten journey much emphasis is often placed on the sinfulness of humanity and the need for repentance.  However, that is not the only reason we are on this journey.  We are journeying to the cross.  This journey is not just about what we have done or left undone, but about what God has done.  This message of love is not an if/then message.  It is not about how many good works we must do in order to inherit eternal life.  It is a because/therefore message.  Because of the love God has for us we love others in response.  It was out of love that Jesus came among us, stood beside us, died with us, for us, saved us, and gave us life through water and the Spirit.  It was out of love.  May we be bold enough to share that love with others.  Amen.

Sunday, March 2, 2014

A Mutual Mountain Top Experience



 Matthew 17:1-9


          In college I went on a service trip over my spring break to Mexico.  One day we were planning to hike up a mountain.  This trek was expected to take us about two hours.  About fifteen minutes into the experience I couldn’t breathe.  I knew I wasn’t in very good shape and I had never really been hiking.  The air was also much different than I was used to, it was a higher elevation and I was having troubles breathing.  I sat down and tried to catch my breath, but I felt like I was hyperventilating.  It was a scary feeling.  After a few minutes I let the rest of the group continue up the mountain without me.  If you have done any hiking at all you know that it isn’t always easy.
            Recently I heard someone talking about what it takes to climb Mount Everest.  Mount Everest is 8,848 meters, which is just over 29,000 feet.  After my hiking experience in college this is not something that will ever be on my bucket list!  Sure, it is a long strenuous climb, but there are a lot of other risks that go along with this grandiose hike.  First there is the high altitude, which causes headaches, lack of oxygen, and dehydration.  On Mount Everest there is a third of the amount of oxygen that is available at sea level.  As if that isn’t enough, then there is the weather.  We know how rapidly the weather can change here, and it can change even faster at high altitudes.  So there can be avalanches, hurricanes, whiteouts, blizzard conditions, high winds.  Most of all there is a 5% possibility of death.  To date, over 200 people have died trying to conquer this mountain.
            Now whether you have climbed a high mountain, aspire to climb Mount Everest, or, like me, you have struggled to make it up a mountain, I know you have had at least one mountain top experience in your life.  Often we refer to those “high” moments in our lives as mountain top experiences.  They are monumental.  They include a view that you never want to forget.  They may take a lot of effort to reach, but once you get there you wish you could stay there forever.  Recall your own mountain top experience.  Was it a great accomplishment at work or school?  Was it the day your child was born or the day you said “I do”?  Was it a week at Bible camp or on a mission trip?  When have you been on the top of the mountain? 
            I imagine if we were to interview Peter, James and John they would cite this literal mountain top event as one of their personal mountain top experiences.  It was a huge moment in their lives.  It was a life changing experience.  It was a formative experience.  For a lack of better words, it was a pretty big deal.  Why was it a big deal?  To start with it was an experience none of the other disciples got to have.  It was a special, set-apart moment for them with Jesus.  Moses and Elijah were also present, which made it even more important.  Peter, James and John were surrounded by the greatest people: Moses, who had brought the law; Elijah, who had been an incredible prophet; and Jesus, their beloved leader.  As if that wasn’t enough, something pretty profound happened while they were up on that mountain – Jesus was transfigured.  Jesus was changed.  Jesus was transformed.  Jesus was shining and his clothes were dazzling white.  Jesus had been through a metamorphosis.  Then they heard a voice, the voice of God, declaring Jesus as the beloved, as God’s son.  And as they traveled down the mountain I am sure they were getting psyched to tell the other disciples what they had missed out on that day.  Then Jesus told them to keep everything a secret until after his resurrection.  If they still hadn’t recognized the importance of what happened on the top of the mountain that should have hit it home.  It was so important that Jesus didn’t want anyone to know about it, at least not until he had died and rose again.
            Now that you think about the mountain top experience that Peter, James and John had that day on the mountain with Jesus you may feel that your mountain top experience was less significant.  I assure you that your experience was pivotal in your life.  Mountain top experiences are personal.  It is your mountain top experience that has made you the person you are today.  It is my mountain top experience that has made me who I am today.  It is the experience that Peter, James and John had that day that changed their lives, too.
            I recognize that the mountain top experience you recalled a few minutes ago may not have entirely related to God.  Maybe if you really thought about it you could relate it to your relationship with God.  Maybe it could have something to do with the beauty of God’s creation or a blessing bestowed on you.  Maybe it could be related to a miracle or healing in your own life or the life of someone you love.  Maybe it is a moment that caused you to stop and praise or thank God. 
In all honesty, if we really believe in Jesus and all that he has done for us, then I think we should all have another mountain top experience, a communal mountain top experience.  It should be about the salvation, forgiveness, and grace we receive on the cross.  It should be about the new life we receive through Christ, even though we don’t deserve it.  That should be the most monumental experience in our life.  That should be a picturesque view that we don’t want to forget.  And that mountain top experience should be one we are sharing with the whole world.  It isn’t a message that needs to be kept a secret.  But it is a message that has the power to change the lives of others.  It has the power to transform them in ways we can’t even begin to imagine.
            Ash Wednesday is this week and that begins our Lenten journey toward a different of mountain, not a literal one, but a pretty pivotal point in our faith life and in our belief in Jesus.  At this moment we begin orienting ourselves toward the cross, toward Jesus’ death, toward the forgiveness of our sins once and for all.  I would invite you as we make that journey toward the cross together once again that we would be intentional about sharing our mutual mountain top experience, which is a powerful message of the good news of Jesus Christ, filled with forgiveness, grace, and light.  Amen.